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when is it my turn to have a breakdown.. why am i the one that has to hold everything together while the people around me fall apart. when is it my turn just to say fuck it and walk away to pout. when do i get to fall apart for awhile because of everything that is going on, when do i get to be the one doing the bitching instead of just listening to it and biting my tongue..
if i'm the one that has to hold everything together why can i not come up with a solution to fix everything. the past couple of weeks i've felt like a failure in so many aspects of my life. how do i fix anyone elses life when i can't keep my own together....

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 Pit of sankes... At least in a pit of spiders it would be easier to kill them...

weight of the world

 Sometimes I think I know how Atlas must have felt..having to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders....
 
The world really doesn't matter..its all subjective, everybodies is different and weighed down by different things. My question is when does the world become to heavy to hold onto anymore, when does the world finally crush Atlas' shoulders?

 
 There are days that my world feels like its crushing..its filled with everything and nothing at the same time, I just hope my shoulders stay strong enough to keep carrying it.   
  

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 Honestly, no. There are to many different beliefs/opinions out there and there will always be conflict between the people those opinions/beliefs belong to.

Writer's Block: Shhh… Don’t tell

 Yes & no, most people know I have one, only some of them don't know my username. If I ever go back to using it like I intended there will probably be things that I don't want some people seeing.

Writer's Block: Remote control

 Have to go with The Big Bang Theory.. I was hooked from the first episode, love those geeks.
What’s your favorite show on television?
 But Criminal Minds is difinitely neck & neck with it...

Writer's Block: Home sweet hometown



As far as where I live...probably my friends, one of the parks... What I would change...there needs to be more to do, better shopping, museums/galleries, clubs/pubs... It's not awful but still variety is a good thing sometimes.
What do you like best about your city or hometown? What do you want to change?

It may seem like a strange choice but I listen to Marilyn Manson, especially Are You The Rabbit? and Leave A Scar...
I listen, I get lost in the riffs and lyrics and feel better afterwards.... :)
What music lifts you up when you’re feeling down?

Writer's Block: 9/11

I was at work..listening to the radio and they started talking about what was happenig so we all gathered around the tv to see what was happening...we were all stunned that something like that could have occured...
Where were you?

90's Nostalgia

 Ok, so I'm in a better mood than I was in my last post.... Somedays just suck, is a simple truth and there's no getting around it...
The best thing to do is deal with it and move on...


 There really wasn't much to do this weekend, so I did nothing. Most of my friends were working and I really just didn't feel like going out. Which lead to a two hour twitter conversation about the 90's....some of you may remember them.  Me, I turned 15 in 1990...damn that sounds old....lol

The whole thing started with a comment about Phineas & Ferb *my heros, lol* and from there went to Animaniacs.... One of the greatest cartoon series ever in my opinion...if you haven't seen it look it up on youtube, seriously, go look... And that got the ball rolling...
21 Jumpstreet...the introduction of Johnny Depp, just about every teen girl in the 90's had at least one poster of him hanging up in her bedroom...
90210...the original...and Dylan McKay, the zip codes hottest bad boy...
Melrose Place....yeah, not so much
Dirty Dancing...a true classic 'nobody puts Baby in a corner'... and how wrong it is that hollywood wants to do a re-make of this...
Dawsons Creek... Dawson or Pacey...for me Pacey, Dawson was to whiny
Buffy....Spike all the way...the look, the accent, the attitude<3
Clueless.. and the Aerosmith vids :)
Cruel Intentions, that movie is awesome...
The Crow...my personal fav... It's dark, it's sexy and Brandon Lee, UNF  of course they tried doing sequels, but they sucked...

I've decided that I'm going to have a 90's day tomorrow...wait, make that today, after i wake up again...

So for those of you that can remember any of this, whats your fav movies, music, shows of the 90's?

I think I'm headed to bed..it keeps whispering my name and I just can't resist whispers...

Before I go though...It has been 10 yrs since tragedy struck in NewYork... So many people lost their lives in a senseless act. To a small extent those of us from Oklahoma new what they were going thru because of the Federal Bldg bombing some years before. They were senseless attacks that were aimed to scare and weaken us.  It didn't work...it may have scared us, but it damn sure didn't weaken us.  So everybody please take a minute to remember those who were lost that day, and all the heroes that came forward.... No matter where you stand on everything that has happened after that, whether you support the war or not, put aside your issues and remember what it costs and the lives lost for you to have the right to your opinion...


Good-night, good mornig - whichever it is for you...